Saturday, December 13, 2008

A Writer's Dream....

I often find myself,
In the middle of crowded crossroads.....
Misted by opinions,
And advices blown into my eyes....
So that I see,
What the world wants me to see.....
It is then that I decide,
To rub and open my eyes....
Its then that I choose,
To take my own direction....
But towers of obligations,
Try to seize my rights....
My right to be me...
Its then that I stand,
Up and against that,
Which binds me to compromise,
On my needs, my desires.....
When they say move aside,
I take my stand, not to defy,
But to make my point.....
It is as wrong to violate,
As it is to tolerate violation.....
When they ask me to keep low,
For the blindly respected beings.....
I raise my voice,
Not as an altercation,
But to criticize the loopholes of equality....
When they say, "Present your defence"
I take it as an offence,
That I must need statements,
To prove my identity.....
I'm sized by angry eyes.....
And hushed by sneering voices......
Pushed behind by hostile shoulders.....
So that the truth may be left to rot,
In the crevices of thick books......
But I will rise everytime I fall.......
I will speak for my voiceless comrades......
I will stand for that which is just.....
I will write, to move, to change.....
And one day the echoes,
Of my voice, my words
Will rejuvenate kindred souls
To fulfil, a writer's dream.......

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Forever And For Always....

When I think of you,
It seems to me,
Like the world takes a pause....
To let me recall,
Your innocent laughter......
The moist breeze of the first monsoon,
Birngs me your breath......
And I take it in.......
I make it my own......

When I chuckle aloud,
With the toss of my head,
The unconscious moves
Stroke my hair gently.......
I sense the eyes,like those of a doe,
Watching me from somewhere.........
And I blush like the first rose of spring.......
As I feel your warm gaze,
Caressing the nape of my neck.......


When the glistening drops of gloom,
Find their way into my eyes,
I look at my refelection.....
And I see your calmed countenance......
Healing my soul with a smile......
Whispering words of wonder,
That embrace my fragile heart......
Never letting it slip........
Never letting it break.........

When success will bow at my feet,
I'll look into the crowd of cheers,
And these eyes will seek yours.....
Sparkling like none other....
With genuine happiness and care.........
And it will be on such days,
When I'll get the golden chance to say,
This is my man, my love, my life......
Who has made me what I am today.......

When I think of you my love,
No words can express,
What I wish to articulate.......
My heart reaches out to yours,
In special moments like these........
In silent, miraculous ways........
And I know you are there.......
Full of life, full of love........
Holding me in your strong arms,
Forever and for always.....

For you, Superman....

Fake......

Your eyes, they will see in me,
A broken dream...
As I hold in my hands,
The remains of my strings of belief......
The beads of hope,
Scattering, slipping out of sight.......
Like the receding rays of sunlight.......
Leaving me in darkness........

My tears will not speak,
Of the chances I failed to get......
But of the precious times,
When I failed my chances.....
The frozen sting,
Still makes me numb......
I now see where I stand......
How far I always stood...........
From the reaches of your heart.......

The muted memories of my helplessness,
Give me the picture you framed.....
Mauled by your grey eyes....
And I lost my meaning......
I dared to speak,
But the hearing is done......
The judgment is passed......

I plead with thee,
To know what went wrong.....
Where I fell out of the way.......
But I'm to be left unheard,
And as my will is choked,
With the noose of silence,
I'm tainted as a fake.....

And I fall in love again.....

The soft tickle of your warm breath....
The aroma of sentiments,
Filling the air....
Content diffused in giggles.....
The ruffle of your hair,
Against the rose of my cheek.....
And I fall in love again.....

Your fingers entangled with mine..
The syrup of your desires,
Quenching my thirst.....
The beads of happiness,
Welling in the depths....
Of the soft brown of your eyes.....
And I fall in love again.....

Our thoughts dissolved,
In the stillness of time...
As moonlight dances,
Sprinkling drops of grace,
On your elegant countenance.....
As you draw your hand across mine...
With a smile full of selfless care......
And I fall in love again.....

With the lingering freshness,
Of your overwhelming kiss....
With the gentleness,
Of your healing caress.......
With the sanctum I find,
In your assuring presence..
With the love I cherish,
In the innocence of your soul....
I fall in love again,
As I rediscover my God in you.......

Dedicated to my Superman.....