Thursday, March 13, 2008

Unspoken Bonds.....


I stand here yet again....
Looking at that familiar face

In my reflection

I smile and say
"I love you for what you are"

And she smiles right back at me

Happily saying the same.....
I look into those eyes

A sparkle I see

Which had been lost

Over the seemingly unending time

Lost in understanding

Where I was

Why I was what I saw....


Not too long ago

I saw a silent soul
........
A frowning face, those spark less eyes

A broken heart

And decaying confidence

Failing to recognize herself

Amidst a crowd of faceless strangers
.....
She stood right here

Staring at someone

Who had lost a countless times

In the game of life.....

The mirrored image failing to please her mind

Unanswered questions

Haunting her day and night

Like running aimlessly in the wild
....
Meaningless tears and thoughtless hours

Wasted,spent in vain

Yet identifying herself

Was for her,an unbearable pain

Knowing not where she headed
She felt,"Its time I quit the game

Coz no matter what

I am destined to lose

I never did win this play....."


Yet as she turned away

Without thinking about a last try

A quiet call stunned her
"Are you going to die?"

She turned back, and he stood there
....
A someone she barely knew

A little too scared

A little too shocked

She knew not what to do

It came again and sunk into her

"Are you going to die?"

She nodded a yes, firmly this time

But did not look into his eyes

"You will not do this

You are hurting me,don't you know?" he said

She stood there lost more than ever

For now,she realized how many she left behind
....
"You can't do this to your friend", he said

And quietly her path, he led

To a new world, where the lost girl

She could never find.....


And yet again I stand here today
.......
Pondering where I left that girl

How I came all this way
....
I have nothing to give to that smiling face

No grateful words to say

He will always be someone,that tranquil soul

For whom I can't thank God enough....

All I have for you my friend,

Is just a little heart filled with love

And as with passing days

I grow of you,more fond

My heart cheers with happiness and fills

With respect for our unspoken bond......


Dedicated to one of my best friends...

3 comments:

Sahefa said...

great post dude!!!

Ritayan said...

mesmerisingly poignant...and shockingly honest...how close to my life it is i cannot tell u....it was one of the reasons i delayed commenting on this one for so long...yet here i am telling you its one of your best works ever....keep writing

ATAullah said...

i know its been long written and i doubt if you will read this .

but again , you've got me glued .
my transitions from one phase to another it could have never been better written .

it does make me feel proud of the friends i have .
And so i owe you a thanks .