My Poems are a small part of my thoughts put in words....I do not want to lose the new thoughts occuring to me everyday, in the complexities of my mind..that's why I choose to pen them down n capture them before they escape my mind...Go on n have a look at a part of me expressed in words....
The soothing sweetness of a distant lullaby Ringing in my ears... The cool breeze ruffling my hair Like the gentle caress of a mother... The moon tries to warm my soul With its passionately soft glow... Yet the turmoil continues in the mind.. The heart writhes in pain... I can't even cry... Will the eyes allow me to? I lie numb, like a corpse Allowing myself to brood Over the darkest side of me... A twist, a turn While I force myself to lose consciousness But the mind rejects the calm... Turning the pages of books With the glassy blankness in the eyes... Gazing out of the window in vain... I fail to distract my thoughts... I fail, to run away from them... They victoriously haunt me... And the world around looks cold, mirthless Blanketing me with the fear of the unknown Such a storm tormenting my existence... Yet the night mocks at me with serenity... Its time they smile, while I cry... Its time, they rest in peace Satisfied with the agony Of my restless soul... Another turn....sit up...and lie down... I sigh, coz I can't scream Yet again, I dwell in a phantasm A night without dreams... With the mind in a stupor The choking emotions... The silently killing, drowsy darkness... Yet again....with a traumatized soul... I lie...without sleep...
The remains of the once scented rose.... The silent blush over smiling memories.... All well buried, well hidden..... I take back that childish assertiveness, I withdraw that hand I expected you to hold..... Lovingly killing every consolidated emotion Beautified with time.... But now dead and decaying.... Won't let anyone scavenge on my feelings... Taking back every little moment that we called "ours" Let them be mine alone, now, and forever.... Disintegrating every thought involving you... I wish to be immune to love... The numb feeling, itself giving me the resistance... I shut my ears to the sounds The sounds of laughter shared... I refuse to look back at the tears We wiped, for one another They will,of course, remind me of you.... I stop my search for love.... I satisfy my thirst for care, with coldness..... I refuse to recognize that short lived soul, Who felt and lived with the most cherished emotion And used my mortal body to dwell.... Those days, I remove From the flashbacks of my life... Which emasculate me, Obstructing my view beyond..... I lived, I loved, as much as life wished me to No more, this pain I will bear.... I desert my wants for a comforting shoulder.... I strangle that human need.... As I attempt my love, to let you go... As I attempt, to set you free.....
On this dusty path he stands, Right here,at the very beginning Trying to look beyond the visible.... And as he begins to travel, The deceiving obstacles Roll into his way Like unwanted companions of the journey.... "Are you sure you wish to tread this path?" ,says one "Know you not,what lies ahead?" And there builds a loud of doubt.... But he does manage To disperse the thought "I think not of tomorrow, but of today And that's what makes All the difference to me...." "You wish, my man, have your way" And the first companion walks away He moves further, But fate doesn't leave him alone for long Yet another seemingly "well" wisher, Comes forward to walk along "I'll stroll with you my friend I'll take you to a world of friendly souls You can laugh, you will rejoice You can share your tears You will pick up a smile But how do you plan to look beyond When the time will come To leave these emotions behind?" The temptation to stay, To stop right there Entices the young soul... Yet the strength of will Overtakes the momentary desires "Learning to relish the present And facing every facet of life Is what I wish to be all about" "Your will,my friend, move ahead....." A turn of life, A taste of success, And yet again A mate passes his way "You have done well young man Its time you sit back and make merry Your success is sure to last for a lifetime Be content, won't you?" But life has taught him better "To be ensconced wherever I am, Is to kill the desire of being human Taking yet another step Is what makes life worth living for me..." "Your choice,young soul Move on and pave your path further" And the soul takes yet another obstacle in his stride All of them,together say "Stop not,O brave heart! Move,and the world will be moved with your views Coz you are a part of this world And the world is a part of you...."
Im simply complex and am still under the process of understanding myself...I live life my way...My loved ones mean everything to me....n they are the only ones who really affect me... I really am bad at words when it comes to describing myself...that's why I guess,I can put myself in words just this much....
Life is like playing a violin in public.........and learning the instrument as one goes on..........
When you were born,You were the one cryingN everyone around you was smiling...........Live life in such a way,That when you are dying,You are the one whose smilingN everyone around you is crying.....
Twenty years from now...... you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do....... So throw off the bowlines........ Sail away from the safe harbor....... Catch the trade winds in your sails....... Explore..... Dream...... Discover........
Life can be found only in the present moment....... The past is
gone.........the future is not yet here.......All we have,is the gift of
today.........that's why we call it the"present".........only when we go
back to ourselves in the present moment can we be in touch with
life..........
It's not the years in your life that count......... It's the life in your years.........
Life isnt all about rushing forward to achieve the only aim you have....Dont crush your li'l wishes......slow down...dance to the music....listen to it n cherish the bliss of some simple moments...before its too late to realize that the real fun in life is in dancing to its rhythm...n enjoying every bit of it...
Every pebble you throw, creates a ripple in the water.....n so it is,with life....every step you take, matters.......
A ship is always safe in a harbor...but that's not what ships are made for....to contend with the waves of the sea n to face the storms....this is what makes a ship worth being built.....
Life's like a painting....All colors are in your palate....Its the stroke of your brush that matters.......
The soothing sweetness of a distant lullaby
