Living In A Memory.....

Turning the yellow tatters of her diary
Attempting to relive some moments of life......
Moments of laughter,
Moments of smiles,
Moments of tears,
Moments of sighs......
Taking a sip from the wine of love
Fermented with age.....
Gulping down the warmth in her neck
She knows, it won't last for long......
Years have been spent with age old memories
Yet she fingers through them
Relishing her feelings like some new notes of music....
She smiles
As she immerses into that world...
And yet again the pages are soaked
With the silent drizzle....
Touching some unhealed wounds
She quietens her cries of pain...
"Its gone, its over
Lets leave the past alone"
Yet the condolences stabbing with regret
How long has she lived in that never ending night?
How long has she been lost
In the depths of those eyes?
Neither her diary, nor her smile
Nor the renewed shower of tears
Nor those spark-less eyes
Answer these rueful questions
'Coz no one knows.....no one ever will...
Yet she dwells in her deluded world
And resumes the longing
In her timeless wait
"A morning will come
Heralding with my name
And I will see, I will love
That beautiful face again..."
There weeps the dimmed moon
Overwhelmed with grief,
Yet she clings to her decaying hope
The hope of living.....
Living with her life
With her world, with her love
With that someone...somewhere....