Thursday, September 25, 2008

Identity...

A silent satire,
Garnished with some sad humor
Strikes my mind.....
As I walk into living glamour,
Wondering what strings
Reign these painted puppets,
Dancing to the rhythm of conventions....
Flaunting their desperation to glitter.....
And doing so,with pride!
What but a puff of smoke,
Guarding their unstable status.....
What but the last glass of wine,
Making them knights in shining armour!
A greedy gleam marks each eye......
Many a sadist thought
Concealed in those false-sweet smiles......
I ponder over stifled sighs......
Exhausted with the unseen bonds....
Caging the freedom,
Of expressing yourself
To a horde of taunting jeers.......
I can't help but smile,
At the struggle they have to face
To meet the true eye.......
The preferred trend is to turn blind......
When trouble nags thy neighbour....
Wipe your hands clean
When you decently commit a crime......
Embellish a wrong deed of that stranger
But when it comes to oneself,
Its not worth giving it your time.....
Dilution is the key
To triumph over emotions.....
Practicality is the mask,
For the insensitive minds......
And then they come and ask me,
"What is your identity?
What have you done
To seek and prove your capabilities?"
I laugh on their stunned faces,
Till tears fill my eyes...
And tell them," You see my friends,
This is where my identity lies...."

Revenge.....

Touch me like the barbed rose,
Slide your fingers
Let them sink in my veins.....
Draw me close....
Pull me tight...
Choke me with the noose
Of the poisoned obsession,
Gleaming in your eyes.....
Smell my skin and take me in.....
With the hunger of the white vice.....
Devour my emotions
And lick the last tear......
Does it satiate your animal?
Your madness cannot stain my spirit...
Tear me apart
And the blood will be frozen.....
The flesh decayed....
My body has long lost
The vigour of life....
Its the haunted cadaver you relish.....
The strings are broken
Your music can't deafen my mind.... 
The last breath is taken
No more can you rejoice my pain.....
The soul has been unleashed
You helpless scavenger....
It flies,chastised into the skies.....
Now you look on with blinding rage
While I rise high
And chuckle at your cries.......

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Unheeded Cries......

Like a sapling treasured in a seed,
I wait eagerly to sprout....
And spread my wings.....
My little hands rise in need
A desire for love and care....
Bubbling in my fresh blood.......
Every nascent heartbeat
Whispers a want for existence...
A dream to see,
And breathe free...
Stumbling and falling and learning,
Little by little.
Bits of this wonderful thing
Your world calls life......
But this hurts,
This pains mommy
Do you hear?
The music is slowing......
I am trying to hold on......
I wish I could feel you sooner.....
But it refuses to let me go......
Why is my world fading?
You want to know how I look,
Is it your face or daddy's eyes?
You want to adore my giggles
You want to comprehend my babble
Don't you mommy?
I want to love you too
And hide my face in your chest......
Cause this scares me
You will heed to my cries,won't you?
You promised,to stand by every breath
And nurture my soul
But I am falling....
I still don't see you lift me up.......
Mommy,it's getting darker!
Pull me back,before I drown
Mommy,help me,won't you?
Oh no! Mommy,it's you?

Seeking An Answer......

As nostalgia hits,
The instinctive knot in the throat develops
And the weight of emotions 
Gently reflected in the clouded skies,
The flow of tears as smooth as the rain

The best and the worst of the past 
Come back in the slow walk through the fields.....
A hesitation seems to hurdle the sight 
As he tries to turn back....
The memories linger even when all is gone.....
The want of leaving,yet the need of staying behind......

A desire to shatter as easily as the heavens....
An attempt to pull himself back into place from that,
Which can never come back
Trying to leave the comfort in the trance....

The voice doesn't find space
Seeking for something,someone to answer
The heart burning questions......
Struggling with himself,
Wanting to leave a part of him behind,
But in vain.......

A want to step into the past 
And satisfy the restlessness......
Of whatever remains...
But nothingness shuns him
As the lines are drawn....

The ability to move and move on 
Seems to dissolve in the rains.....
As he stands motionless
Waiting to be answered......